--->>> Hate <<<---

Live in darkest dreams; drugs roam in my head 
Nothing's like it seems; still the blood is red 
Myself is what I hate; my living and my lie 
I blow to my fate, never changing, never try 

I hate myself, 
(Hate is strong, hate is black), 
don't call my name 
(Kills the light,no way back)

Don't go my way
Don't go this way
Oh God help me
Here's the road that leads to hate

The shit of all the years, it lies upon my soul 
Depressions and my fears, things I can't control 
The days are painted grey, and I never see the light 
I throw myself away, I give up, never fight 

The sun sometimes shines, upon my wretched mind 
But I just close my eyes, and hate is what I find 
Hope is what I need, despair is what I find 
Hate is what I feed, hate is what I live